I woke up Monday morning so happy because that was the day we were rearranging the bedrooms to put Nathanael in the bedroom with the boys. I worked all day to clean everything and move beds around. I was excited!
So, what did I do when I went to bed that night?
NO! Not that! Get your mind out of the gutter!
Just Kidding
No, I cried. Yep, just layed there and cried! My poor hubby thought I had finally lost it. I just kept crying and saying how stupid it was to be crying. But I couldn't help it. In all of N's 14 months, he had only spent 1 night, just ONE night, not in the same room as me. I felt like I was breaking some special bond or something. I wouldn't see him smile and play (or scream and fuss) when waking up every morning as I lay there in bed trying to get a few more minutes of sleep.
Don't worry though, it's Wednesday now and I got over it! LOL
2 comments:
lol, i just put Ike in his crib in his room for the first time ever. I have a monitor but i am freaking out and keep checking to make sure he's breathing
Oh I totally understand, it's so hard to be separated from your baby any time and especially when they have been with you for so long.
When I moved Ethan into his own room I was happy, but really sad and freaked out!
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